I want to heal. In 2018 and beyond, I want to “get” and keep my life together. I want to love myself fully. Not just when I’m doing ok or...

I tried to touch God. I reached up and outside myself…searching, made myself flat…kept myself quiet and small. Praying. Listening....

I am broken pieces cobbled together by bits of genetic code A figment of your imagination Belonging nowhere to no one no place is mine I...

This existence is the only one I will, now or ever, know. It is only here and only now I exist. Only this. Consciousness. A double edged...